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Should I? or Shouldn't I? It's so tough to expose yourself at your most embarrassing. Does anyone every say "Yeah look at me! See how awful and embarrassed I feel". That's the type of conversation I'm having with myself about whether or not I should show everyone what I really look like. It's easy to hide behind clothes or an extra shirt, but to whip it out and say "Look at my belly", not such a great feeling.
Obviously I'm going to do it or I would have deleted this whole entry and no one would be the wiser (if anyone actually read this), but I need this. I'm doing this for me, because I need to put it out there so I don't sweep this whole "attempt" under the rug if I was to fail, and I need to do this so I don't fail.
Send only love please.
And I do this so in a couple of weeks I can look back and say "Ha! I knew I could do it, and so long fat"